The teachers at Yoga Now Malaysia welcome anyone who is sincerely interested in learning and practicing yoga with them by participating in their yoga retreats or workshops, however, there might be people who want to join a retreat or workshop at Yoga Now Malaysia might not understand what the teachers teach in the yoga retreats or workshops here, assuming that the retreats or workshops to be in certain ways that they expect it to be, and they might not like the kind of retreats or workshops run by Yoga Now Malaysia, where they would feel regret or disappointed for joining a retreat or workshop here that is not what they anticipated what it is.
Everyone has the freedom to like or dislike something. The teachers respect everyone as they are for what they like and don't like.
Yoga Now Malaysia don't discriminate anyone by filtering everyone before accepting the retreat or workshop requests from anyone, but in order to avoid some people who might not understand what the teachers teach in the retreats and workshops, or what kind of retreats or workshops are running by Yoga Now Malaysia, but they sign up for a retreat or workshop without proper understanding of what the teachers teach in the yoga retreats or workshops here, and end up quitting the retreat or workshop half way, generating disharmony in themselves and wasting the time, energy and effort of both parties, it would be better if people understand a little more about what the teachers teach in the yoga retreats and workshops before they sign up for a yoga retreat or yoga workshop run by Yoga Now Malaysia in Langkawi Island.
The yoga retreats and workshops are for those who sincerely want to learn and practice yoga that is about freeing the mind from the cause of suffering - Ignorance and its by-products of egoism, impurities and restlessness. Some people might think and believe that they sincerely want to learn and practice yoga, but they don't really want to practice yoga that is about yoga. They only love certain part of the yoga practice and the commercial retreat activities that they know, that they like, which they enjoy, that make them feel good, healthy, happy and meaningful. And there's nothing wrong with that if people just want to do some yoga exercises and enjoy some social/community activities that make the minds feel good and meaningful.
The retreats and workshops teach yoga that allow people to know what
is going on in their minds to know the root cause of all kinds of
disturbs, dissatisfaction, disappointment, anger, hurts, unhappiness,
painful sorrow, fear, worry, loneliness, meaninglessness, or suffering,
and work diligently to free their own minds from the root cause of all
kinds of disturbs, dissatisfaction, disappointment, anger, hurts,
unhappiness, painful sorrow, fear, worry, loneliness, meaninglessness,
or suffering. It's not a pleasant process for most egoistic prideful
minds upon coming in contact with the truth of what is going on in the
mind as the ego is going to be eliminated/destroyed through the realization of the truth,
where the truth is the opposite of everything that the ignorant egoistic
mind used to think and believe what things are. There will be intense resistance coming from the egoistic prideful mind.
Those
who never practice yoga before, and those who have been practicing yoga
but they come with an open mind will appreciate the retreats and
workshops as they are and will learn something invaluable for the rest of
their life. Those who come with closed mind and expectation, or have
doubt and hesitation towards the teachers or the retreat or workshop,
will not be able to allow the retreats or workshops to be what they are
and couldn't learn anything. And there's nothing wrong with people have
doubts or hesitation towards the teachers that they never met before,
and towards the retreat or workshop that they never attended before. But
when the doubt and hesitation is too over-whelming, it will affect
their perception towards everything.
Yoga Now Malaysia is a simple home based small yoga studio situated in a small village that run flexible dates retreats and workshops which are subject to availability and the teachers run retreats and workshops even if there's only one person attending. Most of the retreats and workshops have only one person joining and occasionally there might be a few people over-lapping with one another during the same dates. The retreats are not fixed dates retreats with a group of people.
There is only one room available at Yoga Now. For those who want to stay at the accommodation at Yoga Now, they need to know that it will be only themselves staying there regardless of whether there are other people joining a retreat or workshop during those dates, or not.
People who truly want to learn and practice yoga should have no problem with living alone and being the only person in a retreat. As yoga practice or Sadhana is about live alone, eat alone, walk alone, meditate alone.
This is the first determination - learn to be by oneself.
Meals are not provided. Everyone needs to look after their own meals and there are many existing restaurants about 3 Kilometres away that cater to all budgets and tastes. Yoga Now Malaysia is not a hotel or guesthouse. There's no room service or housekeeping for the accommodation at Yoga now. The teachers will clean up the accommodation thoroughly before the guests check-in and after the guests check-out. But, during the retreat, people who stay at the accommodation at Yoga Now need to be self-initiated and self-reliant to look after the cleanliness and tidiness of their living space. Those who arrange their own accommodation somewhere else also need to arrange their own transport between their accommodation and the yoga studio to attend the retreat sessions.
Some people say that they don't want to join the retreat because there's no food or transport included, they feel that it's very inconvenient and troublesome. While some even say that they initially wanted to join the retreat at Yoga Now Malaysia, as they have heard or read about the food used to be provided at the yoga retreats at Yoga Now Malaysia was very good, but then they don't want to come for the retreat when they found out that food is not included anymore. It shows that learning and practicing yoga with the teachers from Yoga Now Malaysia is not a priority, but food and all kinds of conveniences are more important to them.
Yoga Now Malaysia doesn't advertise anywhere and doesn't have any signboard. Upon confirmation of the yoga retreat, directions to the yoga studio will be given to those who need to arrange their own transport to the yoga studio. They need to be self-reliant to follow the directions that Yoga Now gave them and not depending on taxi drivers to bring them here, as taxi drivers don't know where the yoga studio is even when people give them an address. Address doesn't mean anything to the taxi drivers, as it is a house in a village where there's no street/road name. People who followed the directions would have no problem finding the yoga studio, only those who refused to follow the directions but depend on the taxi drivers would have problem finding it.
Those who really sincerely want to learn and practice yoga with the teachers from Yoga Now Malaysia, food is not that important and there's nothing too much troublesome and inconvenient that would stop them from coming to learn and practice yoga with the teachers.
This is the second determination - learn to be self-initiated and self-reliant.
The retreats or workshops don't teach any particular style of yoga, or any particular kind of yoga practice designed specifically for particular type of rehabilitation of physical injuries or illnesses, neither it's for any kind of 'healing' or 'detoxification'. It's also not a fitness yoga camp to attain physical fitness/strength/flexibility/ability to do some yoga poses. But everyone do their best to perform the practice without attachment or expectation, and allowing the result or the fruit of practice to be there as it is, while learning how to be aware of what is going on in their own minds. And eventually, they become their own teacher, when they developed awareness, openness, correct understanding, self-reliance and self-discipline, then everyone and everything and all the pleasant and unpleasant experiences are there to teach us something.
In the yoga retreats or workshops here, people learn to allow their mind to be opened, to inquire the truth of everything, including all the teachings of yoga, regardless of whether they like or dislike, agree or disagree with some of the teachings and practice, and whether they want or don't want to practice some of the teachings and practice.
They learn about not to blind-believing, not to blind-following, not to blind-practicing, not to blind-agreeing or not to blind-preaching/sharing about anything that they read, or heard from somewhere and someone, even from this yoga retreat or workshop that they attended, but to purify and quiet the mind, to inquire or investigate the truth of everything, and realize the truth by themselves, to be free from ignorance.
They learn to perform inquiry towards the yoga teaching of "The body is not I, I am not the body. The mind is not I, I am not the mind." and let go of attachment and identification with the impermanent and selfless body and mind as who they are. All kinds of problems and suffering that people think they have, started with the ignorant egoistic attachment and identification with the impermanent and selfless existence and function of the body and mind as 'I'.
They learn how to unattached towards any particular thinking and belief in the mind that influenced them how they judge and react towards everything that the mind comes in contact with, or experiences, or perceives, which is not necessarily the truth of things. Quite many people do not like this teaching or practice of letting go the attachment and identification towards their particular thinking and belief that they have been identifying with as who they are, for a long time.
This is the third determination - learn how to unattached and unidentified with particular thinking and belief or any qualities of names and forms to be who they are, developing awareness, openness, correct understanding, self-reliance and self-discipline, and becoming their own teacher.
In the yoga retreat or workshop, people learn to develop awareness, self-discipline, self-reliance and self-control, to take full responsibility for all their actions and reactions and the consequences of their actions and reactions. How the mind reacts towards all the mind perception of names and forms is it's own responsibility, whether the mind reacts and feels good or bad, happy or unhappy, satisfied or dissatisfied, positive or negative, like or dislike, agreement or disagreement, want or doesn't want, pleased or displeased, loved or unloved, pleasant or unpleasant, motivated or demotivated, calm or disturbed, peaceful or peaceless, enjoy or suffer.
They learn to take full responsibility to look after themselves, the well-being of the body and the mind, and be free from clinging onto and longing or craving for love, care, support, encouragement, praise, compliment, acknowledgement, achievement, agreement, friendship, companionship, relationship, connection, or interaction, being immersed in solitude and silence, being in the present, being free from boredom, loneliness, unhappiness, low self-esteem, unworthiness, guilt, regret, pride, arrogance, craving, aversion, longing, the sense of meaninglessness and all kinds of dissatisfaction, disappointment, hurts, anger, hatred, jealousy, fear, worry, offensiveness, defensiveness, agitation, depression, painful sorrow, or suffering.
This is the fourth determination - learn to take full responsibility towards one's actions and reactions and the consequences of one's actions and reactions, and look after the well-being of one's body and mind.
They learn how to observe any physical injuries or illnesses that they have and the existence of any kinds of 'hurts' or 'disturbs' or 'painful sorrow' or 'suffering' in the mind by letting go of egoism, without generating attachment, identification, craving, aversion, judgment, comparison and expectation, and learn to see the truth of impermanence and selflessness. Once the mind realizes or sees the truth of impermanence and selflessness, there is no need of any kinds of 'healing'. All the good and bad condition of the physical body, and all the different states of the mind of all kinds of thought activities of reactions towards all the mind perception of names and forms, and all kinds of pleasant and unpleasant life experiences, are just what they are, that they are neither good nor bad, neither positive nor negative.
They learn to perform all their actions, practice, duties and responsibilities without attachment and identification, and allowing the result or the fruit of actions to be what they are, without attachment, identification, craving, aversion, judgment, comparison or expectation. Being undetermined by the actions or the fruit of actions.
This is the fifth determination - learn to free the mind from egoism of attachment, identification, craving, aversion, judgment, comparison and expectation, while do one's best to perform any necessary actions, duties and responsibilities.
All the yoga practice in the retreat sessions are to purify and quiet the mind, to free the mind from egoism, impurities and restlessness, to prepare the mind for meditation, to allow the mind to reflect or inquire upon the truth of everything and be free from ignorance, and thus be free from the by-products of ignorance - All kinds of disturbs, dissatisfaction, disappointment, anger, hurts, unhappiness, painful sorrow, fear or suffering.
This is the sixth determination - learn how to free the mind from ignorance, egoism, impurities and restlessness, to allow the mind to see the truth of names and forms - Impermanence and selflessness.
Yoga practice is about letting go of the past good or bad/happy or
unhappy/pleasant or unpleasant/desirable or undesirable/agreeable or
disagreeable experiences, to free the mind from continuously being
disturbed or determined by the past good or bad/happy or
unhappy/pleasant or unpleasant/desirable or undesirable/agreeable or
disagreeable experiences. And without attachment towards all the good or
bad/happy or unhappy/pleasant or unpleasant/desirable or
undesirable/agreeable or disagreeable experiences in the present moment
now, being undetermined by all the mind perception of names and forms
through the senses, and remain equanimous without clinging/craving
towards the pleasant experiences, without aversion towards the
unpleasant experiences. Also to free the mind from attachment and the
desire of craving and aversion towards the future that doesn't exist and
being determined by the imagination/anticipation/projection/expectation
towards the future.
And hence, the yoga teachers are not interested to
be engaging in worldly social conversations and won't be asking the
guests about their past of what were their thinking and feelings/what
they did or didn't experience, or talking about the past experiences and projecting
into the future, or what was/is their physical condition, ability and
limitation, or how they think and feel in the present, to allow the
guests to stop feeding or empowering the attachment and identification
towards the past experiences and all the impermanent and selfless qualities of names and forms
that are not who they are, and be aware of all the modifications of the
mind in this present moment without attachment or identification, without desire of craving and
aversion.
This is the seventh determination - learn how to be in the present, free the mind from being conditioned and determined by the past experiences or the future imagination. And without attachment towards all the pleasant and unpleasant experiences in the present moment as even this present moment is impermanent.
Yoga
practice is about silencing the ever restless mind, or the annihilation
of the modifications of the mind. It's not important whether the
physical body is in good or bad condition, or whether life is good or
not good/easy or difficult, or what the body can do or cannot do, or
whether the body is comfortable or uncomfortable, or whether the body
suffers from certain injuries or illnesses, or not. It's to go beyond
the attachment and identification with the body and mind, but looking
after the well-being of the body and mind out of compassion, not out of
egoistic desire of "I want my body and mind to be like this, and I don't
want my body and mind to be like that." and with the correct
understanding of performing the yoga practice within one's ability in
the present and without forcing the body to go beyond its limitation.
Allowing the practice and the fruit of the practice to be what it is.
Allowing the body to be changing or improving naturally, without
attachment and expectation. Without clinging onto or craving for injury-free/illness-free
or good condition of the physical body, without aversion towards
injury/illness or the bad condition of the physical body.
No matter how
much limitation of physical movements and discomforts due to the
existing injury or illness, one be determined to attend all the sessions
even without much physical practice/movements, but just being aware of the limitation
and discomforts without generating attachment, identification, craving and aversion, remain equanimous. And that's already a great practice, greater than doing many yoga asana poses/exercises in the sessions that people enjoy doing, that make them feel satisfied and happy, but full of attachment, identification, judgment, comparison, expectation, craving and aversion.
This
is the eighth determination - develop patience, perseverance,
determination, tolerance, forbearance, acceptance, adjustment,
adaptation and accommodation.
Not that the teachers don't care about the
students, when they don't ask about the students' well-being, as it is
not important at all about how is the physical condition
(injuries/illness/ability and limitation) or the state of the mind
(happy or unhappy/positive or negative), when one truly understands what
is yoga and is truly practicing yoga. And more importantly, it's to
allow the students to be unattached towards and undetermined by the
impermanent and selfless condition and function of the body and mind,
and learn to be independent, to observe what is going on in their body
and mind, to realize the truth of impermanence and selflessness, to look
after the well-being of their body and mind by themselves, to realize
wisdom and unconditional love from within, be free from clinging and
craving for receiving love, help, support or kindness from others, allowing
others to show love, help, support and kindness to oneself, or not, without being
determined by other people's actions and reactions, where they don't
need to rely on a teacher, or anyone to be there for them, to be
practicing yoga, to be doing something beneficial for themselves or
others, to feel loved and supported, to feel being helped or looked
after, to be motivated, to be acknowledged, or to feel meaningful.
There's no need to have somebody there to comfort oneself, to be
listening to one's 'problems' or 'complaints', as there's no 'problem'
or 'complaint' when one knows yoga, when the mind is free from ignorance
and egoism.
This
is compassion and liberation, although many people might not understand
or agree with this. It's normal that most people who attached strongly
onto the worldly passionate thinking and belief couldn't understand this
teaching and practice particularly and have strong disagreements
towards this teaching and practice, unless they go beyond all the
worldly passionate thinking and belief. And that's their freedom of
thinking, actions and reactions.
Those who don't
understand, they have expectation towards everyone and everything to be
in certain ways that they like and agree with. They expect the teachers
should behave or treat them in certain ways. They expect the retreat
should be run in certain ways. They feel offended, disappointed and hurt
when people or things are not being the way that they want it to be, or
when they are getting what they don't like and don't agree with, or
when they are not getting what they like and agree with, and when
something that they like has changed into something that they don't
like, or is being disturbed, or is no longer existing or available. As long as the mind is still functioning under the influence of ignorance, egoism and impurities, people would keep hurting themselves and others out of ignorance, egoism and impurities.
This is the ninth determination - to realize compassion or unconditional love, to stop hurting oneself and others out of ignorance, egoism and impurities.
All these practices and realization are nothing to do with the impermanent and selfless physical condition, physical appearance, physical ability and limitation; or the impermanent and selfless state of the mind; or how strong and flexible is the physical body to perform the yoga poses; or how many yoga poses the body can perform nicely and comfortably; or how long they can hold a particular yoga pose comfortably; or whether they perform the yoga poses in so called 'perfect alignment', or not; or whether they believe or disbelieve in God (existence); or whether they have or don't have a religion belief and practice; or what type of religion belief and practice that they have; or what type and style of yoga they are practicing; or how long they have been practicing yoga; or who are their yoga teachers; or what type of food that they eat or don't eat; or whether the minds think they are good or not good, positive or negative, happy or unhappy.
This is the tenth determination - to free the mind from being conditioned and determined by qualities and dualities and any thinking and beliefs.
It's important as part of the yoga practice for the fees must be paid fully before the start of the retreats or
workshops. Fees are non-refundable and non-transferable. In case of
sickness or emergency that one couldn't finish the retreat, one can
replace the unattended retreat sessions on some other time in the
future when retreat or workshop is available. The fees is about the retreat guests showing sincerity and determination to attend the yoga retreat or workshop, as well as to show appreciation and gratitude towards the yoga teachers and supporting the maintenance of the retreat centre to conduct such retreats and workshops to allow other people to learn and practice yoga to be free from ignorance and suffering. This is very important as part of the yoga practice of elimination of ignorance and egoism.
It's not about paying some money in exchange for some customer services or commercial products in return. It's about one gives before receive anything or even doesn't receive anything in return. It's not about one will 'give', after one received something that one likes and desires, and one will be reluctant to 'give' if one thinks one didn't receive something that one likes or desires.
The teachings and practice of yoga is available anywhere and anytime that is nothing to do with 'fees' at all, such like anyone who visit this Blog can learn and practice yoga from all the posts about yoga here if they want, for free, but the daily/weekly/monthly/yearly maintenance of the living space and practice space of a retreat centre that allow people to come to learn and practice yoga under the teachers needs to be maintained by fees/money, to pay rental, bills, business license fee, building permit fee and lots of maintenance to upkeep the entire place. Even when there's no retreat or workshop happening, when the teachers don't teach classes or receive any fees, the teachers are still 'working' everyday to upkeep the entire place. But people don't see this. They think that the teachers only 'work' when they are teaching classes. The teachers will be teaching as long as somebody sincerely wants to come to learn and practice with them. Sooner or later, even if someone wants to come to learn and practice yoga, the teachers will not be here anymore.
All the teachings, practice and realization are invaluable. It's not something that one can buy or pay with some money and one will be free. But the fees in the form of money has its important function. Some people are not aware of they are exploiting the yoga teachers when they negotiate the fees with the teachers to get discount so that they can spend the saved money on something else, or thinking that the yoga teachers shouldn't receive any fees as they believe that teaching yoga should be something charitable or as a service, expecting that all yoga teachers should have some full time or part time job or business, or beg for donations from the public to support their living and perform selfless service to teach yoga for free or at very low fees. That's how people started to exploit yoga teachers thinking that that's the way it should be. Even some yoga teachers would think like that. But it's not. What they don't understand is that the fees is not about paying for the teachers for their actions of teaching yoga, but it's for many things that allow the teachers to be available here to teach yoga to other people at a particular time and space. If the teachers or the time and space are not available due to some reasons, then even though somebody want to pay some fees to the teachers, the teachers also cannot be here to teach yoga to anyone.
The retreat guests need to have certain degrees of determination and open mind to surrender all the doubts and hesitation towards paying non-refundable fees before the start of the retreat or workshop to be determined to finish the retreat or workshop regardless of any physical or mental discomforts/dislike/disagreement/aversion towards some of the teachings or practices and also due to the physical/mental/emotional purification process that may arise during/before/after the retreat or workshop, without forcing the body beyond its limitation, without hurting the body. If it's too tired or sicked to perform any physical practice, one doesn't need to do any form of physical practice, but still be practicing yoga by being present in the retreat sessions. But many people don't get this. They would want to quit as soon as there's some tiredness, dislikes, disagreements, discomforts or sickness.
Usually when there's doubt or hesitation towards paying the
fees before the retreat started is due to there are a lot of 'what if'
over-powering people's mind, and they afraid of they might regret or
don't like the retreat and will loose their money if they want to quit
and won't get any refund for quitting. They prefer to play safe by
trying out without payment, and if they like it then they will pay. Or
else they won't pay if they don't like it. But this type of petite
mentality is one of the hindrance in the yoga practice. One should be
determined to finished something that one started no matter how
challenging it appears to be by putting aside all the impulsive likes
and dislikes, craving and aversion.
Not about asking anyone to be compared with myself, but just to let people know that it's possible to be determined to finished everything that we have started no matter how much challenges and obstacles and difficulties are there. Initially, I didn't have enough money to pay for the yoga teachers training course when I paid the deposit to sign up for the course, but I never asked for any discounted rate or special rate from the Ashram, and somehow I managed to earn enough to pay for the fees and flight ticket and other expenses as well as supporting my parents' living by working hard. My body was sicked for more than three weeks during the one month course when I was attending the first yoga teachers training course at Sivananda Ashram in 2005, but I never missed any classes, or quit. Neither did I expect to be receiving sympathy, empathy, attention, love and care from anyone. I looked after myself and knowing that it's part of the purification process and it's impermanent. And the next year, after came back from the advanced teachers training course and attended my first silent Vipassana meditation retreat, my whole body and face suffered from some kind of serious skin rash for more than one and half year. Again, it didn't bother me at all. When I was young, the so called 'astrologer' said that I will never be a champion no matter how hard I try, but I managed to be a champion twice, and be qualified to represent Malaysia for competing in world championship in Sport Aerobics Competition. It's all about determination, perseverance, discipline, focus, patience, forbearance, hardworking and independence.
For those who have developed a strong foundation of correct understanding towards the teachings and practice, where they have become their own teacher, then naturally and effortlessly, they are dispassionate towards a worldly passionate way of life and would renounce worldly social affairs, desires, relationships, connections, activities and interactions, immersing into the practice of silence, solitude and seclusion, to be focusing in their own practice to attain complete annihilation of the modification of the mind.
This might be the last but not least determination - to attain complete annihilation of the modification of the mind.
Everyone has the freedom to decide what they want or don't want to practice after learning about the teachings and practice of yoga in the retreats or workshops, there's nothing wrong if they don't want to practice some of the teachings or practice, but more importantly, they learn to allow their mind to be opened, to be undisturbed by something that their mind dislikes, disagrees with, and doesn't want to practice, but at the same time, allow the mind to be opened to inquire or investigate the truth of everything that the mind agrees or disagrees with, being aware of whatever the mind agrees or disagrees with are not necessarily the truth. That is already getting into the practice, even if they dislike, disagree with and don't want to practice some of the teachings or practices of yoga. Then in everyday life, dealing with many people and things that are not necessarily that they like or agree with, but they are not disturbed by what they don't like and don't agree with, and have peace.
That is true compassion towards oneself and others, where one stops hurting oneself or others out of all kinds of impurities of dissatisfaction, disappointment, offensiveness, defensiveness, frustration, unhappiness, depression, pride, arrogance, anger, hatred, jealousy, greed, hurts, regret, guilt, craving, aversion, impatience, intolerance, ill-will, animosity, unrest, fear or worry, under the influence of ignorance and egoism.
One is peaceful as one is, regardless of all kinds of mind perception of pleasant or unpleasant experiences, and all the impermanent changes of the different states of the mind, the mental achievement, ability and limitation; the physical achievement, ability and limitation, and the impermanent and selfless physical condition of aging, decaying, weakening, pain, illness and eventually stop functioning and decompose.
It's everyone's freedom for what they want to do with their life, body and mind, but also be responsible for all their decisions and desires, actions and reactions, and the consequences of their decisions, desires, actions and reactions.
Be happy.
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