If the selfless silent witness is not selfless but having an immortal individual infinite existence

It would be the most or highest terrible painful suffering of the total amount of not only the accumulation of all kinds of countless painful suffering that all and everyone are having in this present selfless impermanent life existence now, but also the accumulation of all kinds of countless painful suffering that all life forms had had in the countless life existence in the past, ever since the beginning of selfless impermanent mortal existence of countless life forms or names and forms in this world of ignorance and consequences of ignorance, if the selfless silent witness is not selfless, but is having an immortal individual existence that is ever existing in here and everywhere since infinite ancient time even long before the beginning of the universe, that is limitless beyond time, space and causation, while witnessing all those suffering infinitely under an immortal individual existence, of 'I' am existing and witnessing all these painful suffering of many others, without an end.

Similarly, why would anyone, or more precisely, any thinking mind, if under certain degrees of clarity of thinking and correct understanding, would desire to be 'something' immortal that exists forever, either to attain immortality, or to regain immortality, if that is what all and everyone originally is, according to the many existing cultural, spiritual or religious beliefs in the world of limited and conditional selfless impermanent names and forms, where all are existing impermanently here, while waiting to regain their immortality of an 'immortal individual infinite existence' that has been existing infinitely, where all 'immortal individual infinite existence' have been infinitely witnessing all kinds of selfless impermanent names and forms arising, changing, and passing away, of all kinds of countless physical, mental and emotional suffering of ignorance and the consequences of ignorance in the world, due to countless 'immortal individual infinite existence' have been being born and reborn ceaselessly into the world of impermanence and mortality to be suffering all kinds of limited conditional selfless impermanent changes due to an 'ignorant downfall' or 'sin'?

If there will be 'ignorant downfall' in all these countless 'immortal individual infinite existence' to be born into 'impermanent mortal existence' to be suffering from ceaseless impermanent births and deaths governed by the inexhaustible 'karma' from then on, that means, they are not unconditional, and there are still limitation, in such 'immortal individual infinite existence'.

And if, all and everyone and everything exist infinitely in the world, where there's no selfless impermanent changes of decay, aging and disintegration in all and everything, while many more 'immortal individual infinite existence' that is unborn, but merely appearing in the world from no where, and then would just keep existing infinitely, just like all the other 'immortal individual infinite existence' that were unborn, but somehow they just appear in the universe coming from no where, if so, imagine what a 'chaos' and 'congested' world and universe it can be, where there are countless immortal individual infinite existence that keep appearing as they are coming from no where, without a cause and unborn, where all and everyone manifest all and everything under their boundless desire limitlessly.

That's why the truth of selflessness and impermanence in all kinds of names and forms, where all and everything is subject to be arising, changing, and passing away under the nature's law of cause and effect, that is limited and conditional, that has a beginning and an ending, is no doubt a form of inevitable suffering for many selfless minds under the veil of ignorance and egoism, but at the same time it is absolutely liberating.

That is also why the teachings of yoga and buddhism is about attaining silence and desirelessness, and not about attaining or regaining immortality of having an 'infinite individual existence' without impermanent changes, without an end, to be having unlimited superpower of manifesting all and everything exactly the way that how all the different countless 'I' or 'infinite individual existence' would like it to be, to be accomplishing all their boundless individual desires limitlessly, to be enjoying unlimited pleasurable desirable enjoyments. If that is possible, if that is happening, imagine what the universe will be like, complete madness.

And the selfless impure restless modification of the many selfless minds that are lost in ignorance and egoism in this world, in this present moment, are not any different from this madness, occupying by boundless desires and wild imaginations, on top of materializing all their thoughts, desires, actions and reactions into the surrounding environment through the selfless organs of actions and speech of the selfless physical body, generating all kinds of damaging effects and disturbance unto oneself and all and everything to the maximum.

Inquire towards the truth of everything.

Ceaseless selfless births and deaths in different realms within the modification of the selfless mind

Under the veil of ignorance as well as under the influence of certain worldly egoistic belief, the mind understood that the wheel of ceaseless births and deaths in different realms is about an individual immortal existence that is permanent, independent and unchanging was being born into the impermanent mortal world of names and forms residing in an impermanent mortal physical body to be under going impermanent worldly life existence that is subject to all kinds of physical, mental and emotional painful suffering, due to an 'ignorant downfall' that generates the 'initial karma seed' that had pushed off the wheel of ceaseless births and deaths of countless different life existence, transitioning in different forms, interchanging in different realms, according to the past and present accumulated inexhaustible 'karma' deriving from every single thought, desire, action and reaction that generate ceaseless cause that leads to ceaseless effect, and hence, the endless suffering of the wheel of ceaseless births and deaths that will never come to an end.

While in every single life existence, where all kinds of pleasant and unpleasant, agreeable and disagreeable, desirable and undesirable or enjoyable and non-enjoyable life experiences, conditions, situations, ties and connections and relationships are all governed by the past and present accumulated 'karma' deriving from good and evil deeds, and upon death of one particular life existence, it will then be reborn or reincarnated into another impermanent mortal life existence transitioning under different forms in the respective realms in accordance to the past accumulated 'karma'. And that, the wheel of ceaseless births and deaths of countless different impermanent mortal life existence transitioning in different forms, and interchanging in different realms, will keeps on 'rolling' until the complete clearance or exhaustion of 'karma', where the 'individual immortal existence' can finally exit the wheel of births and deaths in the impermanent mortal world of names and forms, to regain its immortality, its original form.

Inquire towards the teachings of yoga and buddhism about the beginning and the end of the wheel of ceaseless selfless births and deaths of countless different impermanent mortal selfless existence transitioning in countless different forms, interchanging in the different realms, that is happening within the selfless impermanent modification of the selfless mind.

There arise the first initial thought or the idea of 'I' born out of ignorance in the selfless modification of the selfless impermanent function of the mind being part of the selfless impermanent existence and function of the selfless impermanent mortal physical body.

That initial thought of the idea of 'I', leads to the rise of grasping/attachment, identification, and the desire of craving and aversion, that followed by all kinds of actions and reactions and impurities deriving out of egoism under the veil of ignorance, which then gives rise to the wheel of ceaseless births and deaths of ceaseless thought after thought, or the continuous restless stream of thoughts, attachments, identifications, desires, actions, reactions and impurities, of countless idea of 'I', attachment, identification, desire, action, reaction and impurity under different selfless impermanent forms or qualities, that gives rise to all kinds of different states of minds, or realms, where the selfless modification of the selfless mind continuously transitioning or interchanging in between different states or different realms, of inevitable restlessness within this selfless impermanent modification of the selfless mind, where all these selfless impermanent names and forms keep on arising, changing, and passing way in the selfless impermanent modification of the selfless mind, governed by the selfless intentionless indiscriminate nature's law of cause and effect.

The entire wheel of ceaseless selfless births and deaths of transitioning in countless different names and forms, and interchanging in different realms, is all happening right here, right NOW, in this selfless mind, in this selfless impermanent mortal physical body, in this selfless impermanent limited and conditional life existence.

Never give up. Never despair.

Just by understanding intellectually towards the teachings without direct realization towards all these, doesn't free the mind from all kinds of madness and suffering, due to the presence of the idea of 'I', ignorance, egoism, impurities and restlessness.

Keep purifying, keep disciplining, and keep quieting the selfless impermanent impure restless modification of the selfless mind.

Keep inquiring and attaining self-realization towards all these, to know Thyself, and be free from all kinds madness and unnecessary suffering that is not anywhere else but only in this selfless mind, due to the idea of 'I', ignorance, egoism, impurities and restlessness.

All these will passed away. However, before that happens, the selfless mind can be liberated from ignorance and its by-products and the suffering deriving from all that. Or else, the mind keeps hurting itself and all and everything, because it doesn't know and doesn't understand what is going on in itself.

Inquire the truth of everything.

Just go

When being in a house that is on fire, regardless of whether the fire is started intentionally or unintentionally by someone from inside or outside the house out of ignorance, and the situation is life threatening as the fire is too strong to be eliminated, then one must try one's best to leave the burning house as soon as possible, calmly. There's no hesitation of whether one should be staying or leaving. There's no attachment of "I love my house very much and I don't want to leave my house. I cannot abandon my house and I need to defend my house until I die." That's merely an idea or values in the mind that is being conditioned deeply by intense egoistic passionate attachment, identification, pride and loyalty, out of ignorance.

The deep ignorance of human minds and their corrupted thinking, selfish desire and destructive behavior in a particular area is similar to the uncontrollable fire that is burning down a house that everyone is living in it, and when the situation is threatening all the others as the fire is too strong to be calming down, then one may just try one's best to leave that 'house' as soon as possible. That fire started out of the ignorance of certain minds might also spread to other 'houses' and causing damages to the 'houses' of many others.

Just go.

It's not cowardice, but wisdom and compassion, to get out from any kind of threatening situation deriving from the deep ignorance of human beings. None can stop the ignorance of others, but only by oneself being aware of one's ignorance and the consequences of it, and be initiative to free oneself from ignorance.